reichenbach falls is being aired on tv here right now
mum missed the start so she’s been texting me
I’m watching it at the same time so I can answer her questions
uh oh
February 2012
Listen
ok. who’s idea was this. im sobbing. damn it.
NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!!! Oh my God….. my tears!! JESUS, my heart!!…… oh God…..
WHY ON OR OFF EARTH WOULD ANYONE FIND THIS ACCEPTABLE.
I am never going to be happy again
It physically hurts to listen to this. My heart aches for John.
And now I’m crying.
I can’t even deal
I feel like I’m grieving
since watching reichenbach falls
I’ll forget for a while
then all of a sudden
the emotions hit me like a train and it’s like I’m paralysed
and I was just thinking today
sherlock knows he’s going to survive right
he planned it
so why is he crying?
it’s because he hates that he has to do this to john
he doesn’t want to put john through this but he has to for his own safety but he hates that john is going to be sad
don’t mind me
I’ll just be over here in my perpetual state of grief and reichenbach feels
I think I’m getting delayed reichenbach feels
and stuff
all the 3am feels
